Here’s a video, of this text, as spoken word:
Nudges :
What does it take for a human to trust in one's own creative ability to imagine a Life that they actually want to live, to enjoy, to look forward to?
So many are struggling with desperation as depression, hung on and clung onto passed instances that didn't work well.
Deep rest is a big part of self-healing of the complexity of post traumatic stress disorders.
Deep rest, with which to go deep sea diving, into the feelings of emotions that unsettle rest-less thoughts, in dream-states, where it's safe to explore, what's behind the closed door, that opens to the Under Worlds, where repressed fears peer through the window pains, scratching the back of one's pupils, at the back of the classroom, at the back of the mind.
Scary stories grow from scared experiences.
What happens, early on in childish scenarios, can become the psychlogical make-up, that patterns shapes, of things to come.
When we were young, things happened that made deep impressions, cut to the bone, hurt, scarred and likely never fully healed.
How others reacted has an effect on healing.
Environmental conditions, whether the weather was harmonious, or harsh in effect.
I'm more than a half-century old, in this life time, with most of my memories lost a long, long time ago.
It's natural, that memories get compressed, into the recesses at the back of the mind, else we'd not be able to make and store new experiences in the room inside the skull.
OK, it's not like that - memories aren't like 01's in a hard-drive.
We humans actually store images in categories of similarities - this new experience is similar to these previous experiences.
We recognise the patterns, as of what we've seen before.
One can only re-cognise what one has cognised before.
We biological beings have evolutionary all-go-rhythmic harmonics that mimic what we see in our environments, called mirror-neurons, by the science of monkey-see, monkey-do.
A child learns, very quickly, to mimic the adults, but once learned, it's difficult to change what has become learned behaviours ... be have i ours ...
I remember when I started smoking tobacco - and I know how difficult it is to unlearn the complex patterns that became integrated into the circuits of my habit-forming personality-traits.
36 years later, I still continue to puff on tobacco, even though I now no longer wish to keep repeating the habit.
Chemical hard-wires in-form my actions in patterns of behaviours re-membered.
Thinking about thinking is a bicycle, with cogs and wheels and a chain of events, a saddle to sit on, and an effort to keep going, maintaining a momentum, by sheer force of Will, so as not to falter and fall off of the bike.
We keep going, and try to steer, but it's difficult to stop, and totally change direction on our life-path, set in motion when we were very, very young.
We go through repetitive cycles, every month, a cognition in line, chained to the moon, and another cog-wheel chain of events, aligned with the earth, makes a circuit with the sun.
This bicycle motivates the psychological patterns along our cycle-path through life.
Psycho paths.
Twice a year, we have eclipse cycles, where the Earth passes directly between Moon and Sun, then the Moon passes between Earth and Sun, eclipse sing harmonics of the luminaries, as feelings, and thoughts.
It's the same global parameter for everyone, when the heavenly clock goes 'tik' and then goes 'tok' - whether we are aware of it or not.
2 weeks ago was a lunar eclipse.
Tomorrow is a solar eclipse.
2 weeks ago, those clock-hands struck at what was passed-personality-patterns, bringing up what is not healthy to keep repeating, repetitively.
Steering between the eclipses, there's the chance of changing direction, of where one wants to direct one Self, on the future life-path, what goals one wants to aim for, what team one want to play for, what teams one thinks of as playing against 'my team'.
This eclipse, tomorrow, is a potential paradigm-shift - to play the game differently - from now on.
Regardless of knowledge or belief in 'astrology', there's a bigger motion-picture going on, in a much longer story, that began before our generations were born, and our tiny story fits like a cog within those much bigger cycles of continuity, of his&her luminary stories.
The outer-planets move slowly, by our mortal reckoning, and the outermost planets are currently moving in tandem.
Pluto is making an angle with Neptune and Uranus, and they're holding a shape in relation to each other, like 3 hands aligned, in time, on the cosmic clock face.
What one imagines, for one Self, going forwards, is shifting phase within a much bigger pattern of circumstances.
There's no point in denying that technology is changing the environment.
There's no point in denying that nations are no longer separate ideologies, playing against each other as distinct races, in a game of 'civilisations'.
There's no point in denying that 'migration' can't be stopped, like putting toothpaste back into its packages, the mixed-races have already run amock.
Something is happening to history that can't be predicted.
The only certainty is that things will never be the same again.
Individuality seems to be a composit of the words - in divide duality.
Allegiance to family, clan, tribe, nation, race and religion has been broken down over the previous generations of industrial evolution, by the Empirical measures of developing technologies.
Trains, planes and economic autonomy have split the atoms of nuclear families, far and wide, internationally.
A one-world government has been implemented through artificial intelligences, running the decision-making operating-systems of the global economy - whether we like it, or not - it's gotten far too complex to stop.
Look at ourselves, asking our phones, to give us the mass in-formation that we are looking for, screening-out what we don't like, through our so-called "socials", as modern media.
Every "world leader" is doing the same, in every branch of world hi'story- whether about the weather, or whatever.
In divide-duality, we all have our own limited choices to make, of our own personal cybernetic decisions, about how to navigate one's way through the complexities of relation ships with the inner and outer Waters of currencies, in the current seas of humanity's economy of scales.
Within & without, we've all got to doubt our own certainties, about certain ties, and whether those ties are serving, for good or for bad, in the long run, or what we are, consuming.
So, each one of us has to decide, whether to fight the tide, sink, or swim with the current, to conserve our strength, or get exhausted by our relation ship's cap sizing over time.
The movements of the heavenly spheres is a sort of weather forecast cast, of objects operating a system of divination, in the mind of what people call "God".
The different "seas" are like the different religions - seemingly distinct, but actually, there's only one Ocean, only one Body of Water, in which our lives seem to be separated as individual perceptions, as if there are really 7 seas.
We each have to live with our Selves, and each other, whether we like our selves, or each other, whether we like the weather, or not.
Response-ability is the ability to adapt how we speak.
The linguistic etymology of
the Word: "God",
is actually what we
individually and collectively
"call forth"
by what we pray for,
what we imagine,
what we wish for.
Imagine the differing choices that one faces, at this time, like a series of doors, leading to different versions of our personal time lines.
Take the time to wonder what doors do you really want to open, going forwards, and what doors one would rather leave behind.
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Here’s continued thoughts, recorded in video form
skip to 4 minutes, for things to slow down to an interpretation of too much too fast
skip passed the first minute if the IT is too much
and again, from this morning - deeper into the history of bankrupt nations
This is short, 4 minutes about how all nations have been bankrupted, since 1930, by international agreement, through the Geneva conventions and the International Bank of Settlements, as a result of World War 1, and then the Wall Street crash.
Useless history of moral bankruptcy, but useful to know, if it can help one stop believing, in ignorance, that paying taxes, is somehow a moral and legal obligation - so you can begin to free your self from mental slavery .
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Here though, is the road to finally resolving the legal-title fiction that passes for so-called LAW - world wide. All of the governments are bankrupt, and have been since the 1930's - as a result of the war-depts from "World War 1".
• March 23, 2025 IRELAND is a kind of a special case though, historicly, because of out Heritage, going back to before 1608, because of our Title system among chieftains up until that point - for we were NEVER conquered by the Romans, nor by Roman LAW. Brehon Law, and in particular, what happened under King JAMES 1st of England and (6th of) Scotland - at the time of the "Flight of Earls". Here's a link to that precise historical record of information, in a 13 minute video section -
how Ireland is different, because of Brehon Law
link to a 13 minute section,
that I posted on facescrape from Kevin Flanagan’s 2 hour video
I met this man way back around 2012.
He's continued to follow through into greater detailed study over the years since, with an actual Irish Law degree, though I'd comment that its his innate intelligence that's made him capable of explaining the context of exactly how the "English" eventually gained legal control over the governing of Inis Fail, Eiru, Eire, Ireland, and the so-called Republic of IRELAND Plc.
I've written a lot about this over the years, and quite gone into much detail, quite a few times lately.
Here's the 13 minutes that's VERY concise very exact detail of the how that was achieved, in 1608 - under the Reign of Protestant King James, 1st&6th, of England and Scotland - the son of Mary, Queen of Scots, the same of the King James authorised bible, printed in English.
The same King who wrote a book about demonology, and who was attendant at many Witch-hunt trials, responsible for very many tortures and executions.
The same King who was on the English Throne when Shakespears portfolio was published.
The publishing of bibles & books, filled with hidden masonic cyphers and codes, were not the only titles that he was the overseer of.
It was through deceitful appropriation of titles that James's reign gained control over the "property" of the land of IRELAND.
Anyway, this detail about the legal title is explained simply and brilliantly here by Kevin Flanagan, of the Brehan Society - and it is information that is not at all well known, despite at the Nationalist ferver and bluster being bandied about around social media these days.
Decent researchers are rare in deed.
Here's the link to the full video on Brehon Society - YouTube channel
Here is from almost 2 weeks ago - just after the lunar aclipse
Om i chrome. TIME. or whatever it's called has been burning through my body and mind for the past few days and nights. Every [part of my] Body hurts. R.E.M. dreamstates wiggling fevered earworms as I'm Aching All Over. Hertz frequencies this morning, as i passed back n forth between dream states. The Rational mind was fused with the irrational, high speed processing of fever states, crossing both lobes of the brain, short circuits, like joining the opposite poles of a battery with a metal bar. My theory is that ALL past is recycling these days, as the hertz frequencies band width full fills, full spectrum domain. 5 years ago, the majority shat themselves in fear of a mind-virus, an idea, projected on the world Stage by a media circus. Spring equinox, 2020, balance of extremes, equal day and night, fear kicked in the doors of perception and flooded the image Nations in a deluge of False Evidence Appearing Real Scary - like Noah's Arc, and the masses world-wide brought the shit-papers, bought the toilet paper, en-masse, as the wide-web totally took over the world. 2019 set the stage, by beginning to upgrade to 5G and the IoT, with higher-frequency boosters placed all over the place. Zero-latency, high speed, broad band, full spectrum, dominance, in a world wide, co-ordinated, top-down, and bottoms up, Mother FcUKing military machine, learning to track and trace, every single individual, as the simulation synched in time with the real-world. That's what zero-latency means - no delay in the relay of signals. From 2020, the digital-doubles adopted our embodied human counter-parts, as digital-twins, which means a digital representation of each individual's activities. This is merely an extension of the legal-fiction. The up-grade, down-loaded. The legal-system tracks n traces every body, through the paper-trail, from Birth to Death certification, through banking, social welfare, where we inform upon our selves, in order to, at least, get the "benefits". The medical system, keeps records, writ by the men-in-white. Maybe, most don't know that these halls of records inform a group mind, as a machine mind, that ultimately feeds religious egregores. Writ Ten . Digits . 10 . Dig it . Keep 10 Commandments Stored in MinD, stories. as a virus, spreads disease among the educated masses. Come and com.mand.mentes. Register your compliance with the officers of State. Form filling pen pushers perForm the task to ask the perSon to answer subjects, to fill-in fields & to inform upon themselves, through legislation. Through registration, through the House of Lords, through Westminster, who ultimately prostitute their Wills to the Square Mile, the Basilica and the Monument of Virginia - the Madgalena laundry with which to white-wash dirty deals with the devil's Advocate's trade in - worshipful Companies. Guilt Ledge Sword wordS. It's all pretty-damned dodge, built up on debased druidic, hebraic and Egyptian Lodge - the literal Towers of Babble, from the Book of books. Books of legends. Ledge ends. Know ledges. Literal lanGuage Spells occulted/hidden codes, compute the figurative in fact. As a matter of fact, the bible's stories program human minds, for human minds are computers, and writ ten languages store the memories as software in the brain-field. Electro-magNETic. Electro magic net. PULSE, HERTZ FREQUENCIES, to create the mental-pictures that make-up reality. And so, back to Paddy's Deity in 2020, out to lunch with Trump in WashingTown, to launch the new-net, web3.o - spacial-computing, embodied ai's, gathering real-world real-time data, disguised as automotive vehicles driving the digital-double world with full spectrum dominance, where we humans had a Warp-Speed upgrade-test-run, as quantum computers. Gestalt images as a double-split experiment. We each became a Schrodinger's cat in a Skinner's Box, as Agents of [change] the Hive-MinD in-habit- Ant - Computer Processors. The virus was of the MinD, as is all illness, for the body is in the MinD. That's a big leap for most to swallow, like a Fool in the Tarot, walks off the Ledge of what is known, suspended by belief structures and a ropey faith in String theories. If the mind were in the brain, we'd all contain Thought, rather than receive Thought. It's pretty damned difficult to 'get yer head around', so 'take your time, and take IT easy'. Contemplate, the Will, to live. Be conscious, that Truth-lies in compost. Every thing that we con'sum'e, turns to shit, decomposes and ends-up feeding a bed of roses 🌹 🌹 🌹 Death gives Way to new Life. Life's known holds, clings-on and fin'ally gives-sway to Death. The final thing I'd like to say here is: That the belief and Faith that Life is Suffering, is an out-dated religious paradigm that has out-lived its purpose. IT requires some effort of Will, like getting ill, and making the effort, of taking the steps, to follow through, with the Wish to Draw Pure Waters from the Well again.
here’s a playlist of older poetry videos
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLShPP1EQyidjIg2r8k8pZfjv0LMDffv2b
and here - Michael Levin - persistant memory and “cognitive light cones”
ideas that I find very useful, in comprehending what life is, and what it is to be human, in comprehending how we comprehend, over time, from before we were, and after we are gone