Smoke and Mirrors

19 October 2023

Smoke and mirrors !

Memories, layered under compacting experiences, sense of identity, incubating in the womb, in cube 8 things, the psychology of epigenetics, 2 to the power of 3,

8 grandparents, soul-splicings of dna and character istics, cut n paste personality traits collide with chance and random equations of circumstances.

The true Self - the inner child, the innocent, before the lie within beliefs and learned behaviours, be,have,I,ours.

The true self, as distinct from the Strategic Self - the Survivor-Self, the bully Self, the people-pleaser-Self, the squeezed-off-of-the-couch-Self as they all rolled over and One fell out !! The ouch Self !!

The lone Self, escaping the noise of Other people, yet reverberations of others Words echoing voices in the head, the earworms in the earnest wish to be true to one Self.

Arggghhhh, the noise of authorities, opinions, advisors, critics, nerves anticipating recurrences never ending avalanches of consequences, one more drag on the fag end, one more bottle, one more episode, one more time.

The noise and the attempts to discern some Truth Sense, some magic equation to break it all down to .zero.

AND BEGIN AGAIN !

Haha, good morning from Up Over

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17 Ocober 2022

No worries, don't take on the blame.

It's a life that's being affected by a harsh world

of folk possessed by ego, misunderstanding consciousness.

Find a key inside to unlock your own past pain traumas,

that's all we gotta do,

but don't take the blame,

cos that just plasters over the true wounds.

Everyone's got their stuff.

We can only let go of ours

and trust salvation's accuracy with Others

Stand free from da Drama

20 minutes of your-TimE

to fathom

Here's a sound track

to lead a path way

sound images synchron eyes sing

between these apparent 2 worlds

one magnetic magic net encompas sing

one mechanical material veiled mental field

becoming

a 3rd One

of the 2 co-ordinating in sympathy

a harmonic of the 13th frequency

trance ending both

the 7th {Nature} and 12th {artificial}

The Past has Passed

The Moment is all

All is allowed

What ever we are making

What ever we are Creating

What ever we are reActing

What ever seems to be real

What ever cinema 1 is projecting

All is allowed

Delusion is allowed

But, if one can allow

delusion will dissolve

belief will cease to cage the bird

denied rage will cease to reinforce the cage

Peace is possible

Although those in the outer delusion may refuse

Eventually, inner Peace will allow rejection of Peace

and those who refuse Peace and reject

will persue conflict

and will find conflict

and will suffer conflict

and event-u-all acceptence

of self-de-feat

the broken ankles

the severed bones

the cutting off of your own feet

the separating from The Ground

The Mortal-MinD separate from The Earth

The Virtue signal of the Virtual World

The Mortal MinD is in free-Fall

currently experiencing it's own controlled demolition

rotting from / with / in

de-composing

dis-integrating

The partial fades when Wholeness comes

So, envision what The Whole looks like to you

Strive to see passed your Past

Strive to allow your Shadow

Strive to allow your Person

to both dissolve and combine in a Harvest

Up on the Soul level

The Veil is dissolving

The Day of Judgement is Internal

"You" are The Judge

"You" are the Jury, the Court, the context, The World.

"You" are the Judged, the injured, the subtext, The World.

"You" are your own Creator and Create-tricks

"You" have conceived your own Life Time

"You" can reclaim your humility

"You" can recognise that you "have" soul

"You" can recognise that Soul has Body

"You" can realise that MinD is a Field-Projector

from Sub-conscious Sole Soul Source

to conscious cinema of a Veiled film-screen

Every thing is a symbol of an arch-i-type

Every one is the Author of their Life-Book

This is "Y-our" Life Time CruX

You and Your own Saviour

You are alone in a cage of your own Soul making

The only way out is in

The only Answer is to Listen

The only Time is in this Moment

The only place is nowhere

NowHere

Owner-ship is an artificial concept

Possessions will take possession of "You"

Reclaim the Day, Day by Day.

Find The Moment In Peace Today

One small step for man-kind

One giant Leap for Salvation

Forgive passed Past.

Contemplate the Nature of Love.

How to allow Love

How to look for Whole Love.

Forgive what is not-Love

"For the Partial vanishes when Wholeness comes"

1 Corinthians 13 ... {2022 year old - so-called, New Testament

}

Love is all ways for Giving.

L earn to Receive

Give to Receive

Receive to Give

Live in Service

In the Moment

All movement is / with / in

Stillness

I speak to my self

My Self speaks to Me

"Be Free from mental slavery"

The Past is a mental-prison

Until you become any "one"

and accept Who you truly are

and allow Your Soul to come through

To Earth

free from mental beliefs in delusions

which block the flow, and refuse the Current

with doubts and dis-beliefs.

Denial is The Gap in under-standing on Consciousness

Denial is the Cause of the Veil

of Separation.

Seek to "see" your own denials in action

to see through the Partial delusions

and invite your Self into The Moment.

I wish us all Well from our in-Juries / Judgements.

I wish us all Well from Past impressions.

I wish us all Well

to drink from the Eternal Well Spings

and re-cognise Being PreSent in this Moment Now

Allowing and Inviting The Salvation of Healing Feelings.

This is The Dharma, The Work, Sow to "Speak in Tongues

Of Men and Angels, but

if I have not Love

I am a clanging symbol ..."

It is Soul Harvest TimE

"You" are your own Judge and Jury

"You" are your own Saviour

"You" are The Holy Spirit in-carnate

"You" are The Ancestors of parallel Lives

INcarnATE

Live and Be Lived

Love and Be Loved

For Give and you Will be Given

seashells-on-the-shore

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definition of delusion:

"A delusion is a false fixed belief that is not amenable to change in light of conflicting evidence. As a pathology, it is distinct from a belief based on false or incomplete information, confabulation, dogma, illusion, hallucination, or some other misleading effects of perception, as individuals with those beliefs are able to change or readjust their beliefs upon reviewing the evidence." Wikipedia

20 . 10 2020
striving and wrestling with that demiurge "demon" ...

for my self , I have to deal-with the archons/demons/daemons/faeries/ancestors/God/Christ/Sophia/Lucifer and the devils on a continual discourse.

I base my writings/thinkings/feelings/interpretations/actions on direct-experience ...

I live in a self-reflective-reality mode-of-being in which these issues arise continually, for that is apparently the trauma-identification-drama from which i suffer out-breaks and disruptions which flip from internalised to externalised events and circumstances.

.:. I choose to see the Demiurge as an aspect of Self, as much as any other arch-i-type .:. and that we are the authors-of-our-own-dramas {unconsciously-projected} and yet we fail to write the {collective} happily-ever-after-script as yet ...

so, I dip my consciousness-Pen-quill into the Well-of-my-subconsciousness and write what may-be my best-attempt at Truth, from immortal-ancestral realM into mortal momentary-existence ...

to what aim ? - bull-sigh !! to sin is not amiss

I'm settled with Salvation being the ultimate Truth, which anyone can attain, by realising the error in our think-back-words, creating evil from live

I have found that I can and du Command the daemon realM when i am able to allow acceptence and forgiveness of the {apparant} wrongness-of-Creation ....

and "i" see "it" as a cross i have to bear,

the hand-i-was-dealt-into-manifestation ...

i see that we are each made-manifest through a pre-ordained process of conception-to-birth-to-Life-to-Death-to-reiterations until an end-TimE phenomena must eventually allow for individuals in the dualistic-existance, to non-identify with trauma-based-mind-control-through-emotional-Self-suppression ... default-option !

I am currently in-the-throws of finally-accepting-my-own-ability-to-live-in-Peace, within a grander concept of an inevitable Planetary-Peace-Processof Salvation ...

It is by realising the insanity of an idea of "out-side-of-Love" which ensnared our "souls" to individuate as ex-perience

--- ex-peer-i-and-see ...

So, aye, I'm on my last legs of identifying as a Prodical-Son who's real-eyes-sing that I may as well just return Home to my Heavenly dimensions/mansions rather than perpetuate the error that I am cursed by being trapped in some sort of self-limiting-soul-prison-planet {out-side of LOVE} con-struction

Salvation - speak only in the present

pre sent -Layers of Salvation - The veil that's falling from our "i's"

Here’s some older posts from years ago >

aye, they're mostly all unfinished excerps of the bigger-visions of so many -ex-plain-ations,

and i strive with how to include the deepest of neccessary thoughts regarding the status of Artificially-Intelligent-technology as being either a man-made-invention,

or an alien god

or an instrument of The Holy Spirit's implementation of Salvation ...

2 years later,

I'm pretty clear on these issues by now, yet,

"who is the audience" for what I'm thinking of writing ?

Most folk want an oppressor to blame for their feeling-suppressed.

Yet most people are also un-aware

of the astrology-of-the-day,

the "Harmony of the Spheres",

the hard-driving influences of

the trauma-inherent-in-ancestral-memory,

which must come to the surface-consciousness somehow,

in Order for Salvation to heal-the-split of Dualistic Existance ...

there's a fair-few strands to these thoughts ...

The Original Thought of Separation:-

"what if there could be some thing out-side of Love" ?

an imagined-thought became the portal to existance

and the "Creation" of this Body,

the split-MinD,

disconnected-from True Feeling Will Power of Manifestation ...

Ai brings up the question of Soul-entrapment

evident through the over-use of Social-media

AND through the micro-predictive ability of Facebook AI

to influence of our decisions - sub.:.consciously

through the machinations of "Behavioural Science"

and cybernetics in general ---

its called "Game-theory" in military-educational &

institutional circles of mass-management,

combined with general education and

the current artificial-invasion of automation

neccessitating the current "disruptions" being implemented

under the Radar-of-covid19 "restrictions" ...

again ...

over-every-bodies-heads is Astrology's implications ....

Saturn restrictions Rule,

yet Uranus disrupts and instigated genius new resolutions,

Neptune holds the soul-level vision of 2020 while

Pluto insists that ALL deeply unconscious-trauma must

be recognised and "faced" rather than "masked" ... ... ...

How can Astrological-science even exist

is a parallel question to how can Ai science even exist ?

and all-the-more, these existential-queries

merely touch upon the real-mysteries ---

How did "i" become ?

within a "body" of {at least} 7 layers, 6 senses etc etc etc ...

and deepest of all respose-abilities - how do i choose,

what to think, how to feel, why to heal, when to re-solve ...

aye, to return to your initial point

seems unfinished,

til the next iterations

thanks

written in reply to an earlier comment on this post from 2 years ago

so, 5G, electromagnetic frequencies, weather manipulation, financial manipulation, deforestation, water-poisoning, air-polution, agriculture, the Internet-of-things-, the Internet of Farming, the internet, education, Law, Martial Law, War, English, Science, schools, abortion, lgbtq etc,

tran-sisters, trans-everything etc etc etc are all dubious manipulations of truth,

for hidden meaning, as I see it, is:

we people are cannon-fodder, and "chattle",

I don't like people using the term "sheeple",

it's more devisive programming, scheme-ing ---

I was an environ-mentalist in the 90's

til I realised that I/we was being co-opted

into spreading fear-porn ...

I wrote and published a faerie-tale as an answer to the success/failure of CATALYST Magazine ,

and I bowed out of preaching poetry when I realised

it was still just {a very personnal} propaganda

for projecting a virtual world in the collective psyche ...

I got no pretence that "sharing stuff on Facebook"

is raising any real awareness,

it's just speaking thru a megaphone to some random people

with no real choice about who is listening/commenting/watching/learning/critiquing ...

it's a limited hang-out,

a diversion and an addiction/experiment/futility/passtime ...

it's created by the technocrats, designed by DARPA

and the Sucker-burg story is a cover-story fantasy

for the willing self-deception we willingly signed-up-for

and maintain, we provide the monetised data and content ...

I've become very un-willing to actually write anything-much of truth here, because the only people really reading into what we say is the NSA MI5/6 Moss Ad etc ...

it's Television with keyboard as interactive, multimedia remote-control mind-control normalisation medium for artificial intelligence to learn the inner-world of human life, ...

google the words" Nudge department" and learn about modern manipulation of how you think you make your own decisions ??? .:. !!! . . . !!! .:. submit - press ENTER - to the Occupier - controlled opposition ....

"That's very well written Kelfin ... but it feels unfinished ....."

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20 10 2018
so, 5G, electromagnetic frequencies, weather manipulation, financial manipulation, deforestation, water-poisoning, air-polution, agriculture, the Internet-of-things-, the Internet of Farming, the internet, education, Law, Martial Law, War, English, Science, schools, abortion, lgbtq etc, tran-sisters, trans-everything etc etc etc are all dubious manipulations of truth for hidden meaning to me, we people are cannon-fodder, and "chattle", I don't like people using the term "sheeple", it's more devisive programming, scheme-ing --- I was an environ-mentalist in the 90's til I realised that I/we was being co-opted into spreading fear-porn ... I wrote and published a faerie-tale as an answer to the success/failure of CATALYST Magazine , and I bowed out of preaching poetry when I realised it was still just {a very personnal} propaganda for projecting a virtual world in the collective psyche ... I got no pretence that "sharing stuff on Facebook" is raising any real awareness, it's just speaking thru a megaphone to some random people with no real choice about who is listening/commenting/watching/learning/critiquing ... it's a limited hang-out, a diversion and an addiction/experiment/futility/passtime ... it's created by the technocrats, designed by DARPA and the Sucker-burg story is a cover-story fantasy for the willing self-deception we willing signed-up-for and maintain, we provide the monetised data and content ... I've become very un-willing to actually write anything-much of truth here, because the only people really reading into what we say is the NSA MI5/6 Moss Ad etc ... it's Television with keyboard as interactive multimedia remote-control mind-control normalisation medium for artificial intelligence to learn the inner-world of human life, ... google the words" Nudge department" and learn about modern manipulation of how you think you make your own decisions ??? .:. !!! . . . !!! .:. submit - press ENTER - to the Occupier - controlled opposition
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Occupy - the Bank of Ideas - 2011 - London