Trauma ad nausium remembered
How the healing happens '20 to '22 + Video
Hmmm,
I've just read back over the writing here, from 2 years ago (almost).
The Mirror-Age Mirage = Creation or reaCtion
There are many obvious things, that we don't notice,
Even the words we speak,
And the words we write and read.
Purify
Purifier
pure i fire
People project what is in "their" mind.
Without being aware, neccesarily, of the fact that what we project, we expect.
These days, i see more clearly, that the mind obfuscates the feelings, and disrupts the intuition.
On this dark moon into new moon cresent, a little over a week ago, i full filled an intention, to simply sit by the fire, and set the MinD aside, invite the Ancestors, feel into the intention for healings, and stay by the fire for at least 3 days, no distraction, no social gathering, no personality-mask small-talk,
To give enough time to allow the fire to settle-in, and to put a tendrel root/route to delve deep down unto the ground.
Peace is 1 of them over-looked words....
Where does peace come from?
Where does peace go?
So far in this lifetime experience, the inner feelings have been in some layer of conflict with the outer thoughts.
Thoughts and feelings never tend to be in absolute harmony.
The conflict pulls each "other" a-part.
Our outer relationships tend to reflect our inner relationships.
This week, I've got my head around some mighty big cosmic conundrums.
The Matriarchy is free roaming nomadic, feminine and nature feeling. Lemurian Nature, if you will, the number 7 in the sequence.
The Patriarchy is structural, administrative, masculine, and un-feeling governing logic, religious, dogmatic and mechanical. Atlantian civilisation, if you will, the number 12 in the sequence.
There's mythologies all around the world which relate about The Flood.
2 years ago, i saw through the Flood , and I felt that it was The Mother's feeling which arose in rage and drowned the Atlantian civilisation.
Something like 13,000 years ago.
These days, we've got ancient stone monuments, connecting with leylines, all around the world.
And we've got powerlines connecting buildings and mega cities, all over the world.
Everything we "humans" have dug-up & in-vented since, has been led by the nose, plonked right in front of our eyes.
The subconscious leading the conscious.
Reaction to cReation
Without peace within = every body dies out.
.
And yet.
.
When the male mind suppresses and dominates the female feelings, no good can become.
The old wounds compound and regurgitate and regenerate and reiterate the same old equations
We have regurgitated the trauma of Atlantis ad nausium, with it's tragedy and trajectory towards self destruction.
There's an old phrase of prophesy that says "next time the world faces self destruction, it won't be a Flood, but a trial by Fire.
Time will tell.
But I'm not partial to parchment prophesies, of revoutions repeating, revolving without evolving.
Philosophy =love of wisdom.
Wisdom=philosophy of Love.
12 and 7 have struggled in conflict, like the male and female, what could be beautiful creations, can instead be destructive reactions, fire fighting water, producing ever more iterations of our Original Trauma, the bloody births, the severed umbilical, the love-heart inverted, raped, pillaged and murdered.
We humans are the children of some long submerged, unconscious memory of some spiritual deceit, some God-like denial, some heavenly sin, where God threw his own mother down, and could not admit his error, could not admit his guilt, could not admit his shame.
He could not control his feelings.
He could not control his hatred, his rage, his strength nor his weaknesses.
A god who did not Love.
A god who sought to destroy his own Mother polarity.
A god who cut himself off from feeling.
A long , long Eternity ago.
And we, children, witnessed this happen.
And we ended up here, on Earth, one by one, divided and frightened and broken inside.
Some of us were polarised to the Mother, some to the Father, but all of us, were born broken hearted, children of a celestial/spiritual broken marriage.
Peace is a word that is overlooked.
Without heart evolving the ability to Love, to heal, to Whole the Hole, we will perpetuate a conflict which always results in death, and the birth of yet another re-iteration of heart-failure.
Light, without Love is lethal.
Feeling without Love is agony.
People think that there is no time for Love, that there are more important things that we need for survival.
12 will try to control 7.
7 will always escape the control of 12.
But I feel, and my mind knows, that there is a 13th frequency, a quantum frequency harmonic overtone, beyond the control of the 12.
This frequency is the healing harmonic of 12 and 7 combined in Love, in deference, of the mind acknowledging that without feeling free, without being self-honest, without Love, Creation will die, Eternity will end and the Firmament will fail to keep the Terror contained.
There is so very much trauma in the collective unconscious.
I've been saying for ages, that the "faeries are our ancestors", and that we are the current incarnations of our faerie soul ancestry.
We faeries have some deep memories, some deep abilities to remember, as though we did not drown in Atlantis, did not become submerged in the seas of the collective sub-conscious collision between the male and female, the fire and the water.
We have known that the mortal world is a mirage, a projection if trauma, trapped in feelings, denied by the mortal mind.
We have watched TimE.
We have seen the Towers of Babel rise and fall, time and time again.
We have heard the ConFusion of Tongues, the forked tongues of all who lack self-honesty, who lack self-know-ledge.
We feel the scent of fear of the unKnown, the light which fears to feel d'ark.
Time began again after the Flood, 13,000 years ago, give or take.
What has a beginning has an end.
13000 years is a bubble in space, 13000 paces in space.
D'ark Space existed before Light Time.
Our souls are a rainbow-spectrum between these extremes of polarity.
0 pre-seeded 1.
But, it took 1 a long time to acknowledge that 1 was not O-riginal.
At First, he did not accept that The Creator was Created by The CreatriX.
God has a Mother.
Within Space, Light was birthed into existence.
Without Space, Creation dies.
It took God a long long time to real-eyes what He had denied, even to His Conscious Self; that He had lacked Love in the beginning, had denied that He could not-Love, that His Creation had fragmented into a polarised re-action, the Moment was broken, time was bleeding from the wound which God-mind had inflicted upon the Mother-feeling.
It has taken an Eternity to see with real eyes, but I tell you all now here, God has realised that He has need to grow and evolve in Love, in order to save His Creation from His Destruction.
That 13th frequency is Love, beyond the end of Time, where the hole of heartlessness becomes the Whole of Heart Love living.
Time itself is coming to an end, like a faerietale ending, the story has Purpose, to bring wisdom to folly, to bring luck to the listener, to bring joy to the heart, the ancestral faerie family gathered a gain, around the Fire Hearth.
I hear many who say that they don't have enough time to spare for faerietales, nor wishywashy wisdom, cos they gotta live in a harsh reality, gotta live in the "real world".
A lot of people speak as if they have no Time for PhiloSophia, no Time to learn to Love, and think that they can take Love, for granted.
A lot of men have thought that they can take their loves for granted, while they chase the careers, chase skirts, chase Spirits after each pint of beer-bellied pride, before the fall.
Broken famiies, broken nations, broken children inherit alienation.
How u gonna save ur soul when you ain't even spent the time to ask, and listen long enough to even acknowledge that u have Soul feeling and Soul intelligence, when you "spend" all of your "time" trying to "make money"?
So, I'll spell it out, in plain english:
Either you begin to truly wish to feel healing NOW,
OR,
YOU GONNA DESTROY YOUR LIFE TIME WITH DISTRACTION.
CREATION OR REACTION.
if you don't know how,
Maybe it's about Time to take some time-out,
Before TimE completely runs out.
Comprende vous?
2020 written
Public
This year coming {hallow een} in ireland, us People {Tuathe} better get ourselves ready for an onslaught of mining, drilling, pillaging, nature-wrecking ... while the vast majority {even a lot of our own} are talking mental-bollox about covid n {denial-of} governed-MinD-controls n "guide-lines".
Cop-on, cop-off - either way really "wake-up" and feel
feel what you are doing to yourself: mental-emotional conflict
thought and feeling out-of-sorts, ill-suited, dis-eased, conflicted
and projected out-side as argument, judgment, gossip & blame
or internalised as guilt, self-blame, self-abuse or self-aggrandisement and conceitedness - self-deceit
are you even fooling your selves with all this compliant complaint ?
how do you feel?
how do you over-rule your feelings
how do you smother and re-cover your traumas?
how do you decide about a dilemma, a choice?
how do you re-act ?
what's The Difference between reaction and C reation ???
are you gonna be happy continuing to argue about belief systems while the Nature of Mother Earth is being raped?
Solar wind farms, pharmaceuticals, vaccines, screens, newsfeeds
dis traction, guiding you into outer mis-nomers
while the real-world becomes virtually extinct
will you even notice next year, while you've been distracted
for the passed 20 odd years
and now you say this year is crazy
you are crazy and you feel you know
you don't know how you feel, most of the time
yer mental isms scisms run-amock
self-mocking others with projected opinions
like arse-holes in the stead of our-souls
the choice is Y ours
but will you even notice your de-fault settings ?
you are being driven by AI algorhyddms
and you are in denial, in a virtual MENTAL roller-coaster
wake up and smell the roses, but only if you get grounded enough to plant them, tend them, Love them
wake up and feel the Love, but only if you have attracted Love, and tended tenderly, listened and responded, respected and received
if you think my use of language here is harsh,
just real-eyes, I'm writing to my self
and sharing / projecting to the out-side Whirrled
Hallow een this year ...
where shall wee gather together ?
may be best to message me rather than post online yet ?
there's plenty to wonder-about and wander-about
about the iDea of a witches brooms and much-shrooms
Gathering-in ....
video of magical enactment of spoken word with fire place
shadows brought to Life
https://www.facebook.com/kelfin.oberon/videos/10158983743781579
