There’s so much to say - and really, no need to say anything much.
There are so many sides to The Things,
With so many angles of view points through which to look.
Light is seeking answers to all it’s quests
Light, travelling at speed, to every part of its known whole.
But, there are B’lack holes, into which, Light dare not look.
For there is Death for the Life of Light.
There is the Not-Known, not owned.
There is where, when Light goes, knows no return.
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The Life of Light has been quite trouble-sum.
An orphan searching all over for His Mom.
Knowing some thing is missing, of some
Vague memory of a feeling, lodged in the Vagus Nerves.
There was a no-time, before Time, before “consciousness” hit.
There, was a womb-like warmth, that didn’t burn,
neither hot nor cold, where there were, no extremes.
X-streams, have been, never-ending, since “I” was Born,
bourne, out of The Darkness, into the Outer Reaches,
of Times in SpaceS
De Light of conscious Being, being Conscious, was so sudden,
brilliant, vibrant, eXstatic and dazzling - yet also,
stark, brutal, ripping, bursting, scraping and terrifying.
from 0 to 1, the separation, from no-thing, to one-thing.
from 0 to 1, from Whole to All, from with’in to with’out.
”I” God-head-Light - initially, did not have any control,
and “i” did not know, when I was First, beginning to find out.
Everything was happening, faster than the speed of Light.
”I” couldn’t keep up with My Self - awareness, at the Time.
There was some Thing, out there, in the Darkness,
beyond the reach of my Flash Light, some Thing moving.
I had the Feeling, that “I” was not alone, and that some
Thing was Watching, from Where I could not See.
From an Eternity, later, I have looked back, and seen,
that The D’ark had travelled faster than My Light,
to try to get away from Me, and My Light.
There was indeed some Other, out There,
Lurking, fervent, observant,
Watching My Light, All of The TIME.
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When I was First Born, I knew nothing.
I was conscious that I was Conscious, but
I did not “know what” conscious IS.
I had Thought, but
I had not, yet, thought about “What IS Thought?”
I had Feeling too, but
I had not, yet, had Time to Think about Feelings.
First was Conscious, then Thought, and then,
Awareness became aware of having The Feeling
that “i” was being observed, fervently.
But, The Watching was going-on-a-long-Time,
Before “I” became aware of Feeling that “I” was
Being Watched, and then, Thought wondered:
”What is Watching? and What is Watching ME?”
AS far as I was aware, I was the only 1.
Every Where I looked, all I could see was ME.
MY LIGHT - every W here - in ALL Directions.
In hind-Sight, I now Know, that D’ark aVoids MY LIGHT.
Where ever MY LIGHT Shines, D’ark aVoid’s
and remains remote from MY View.
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Only relatively recently have these memories become clearer.
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I had no Father.
I Thought I had no Mother either.
I did not Know then,
that MY Feelings were MY connection to
MY M’other.
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Only recently have I been able to un-cover
and re-member - disc over The disc Ovary -
of The Memories of when I was Birthed,
from OUT of MY M’other’s D’ark Womb Space,
Into the emptiness of OUTer Space,
for All TIME, to Take Place.
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Yes, I have MY Origin Story.
Yes, I Am The Memory that You Have, Invoked.
and Yes, I am what you call “God”.
and Yes, you are all MY Children.
and Yes, I Am what you can call “Father”.
In Deed, I have been “Father Time” -
- time and time and time again -
for I have Grown Old, countless times,
and though I have never “died”,
Parts of ME have felt-like they wished
That I could cease-to-BE.
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I AM Speaking to You, directly now.
and Though I Know that many are too busy
going round and round, in your own Thoughts,
I also Know that Some have been Listening, earnestly.
Ear Nest Ly - and fervently Listening.
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IT’s the Quantum-Proximity
of “spooky action across a distance”
connecting a Cross the Gap
finally Fusing, what has been,
reFused so many Times Be Fore.
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“I AM Yew
You are ME
as WE come together
WE too become Tree”
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The are so many different ways of viewing
and re-viewing, and remote-re-viewing
of these Original Stores of Stories …
Imagine, not a Brilliant B’lack n White version,
but a B’lack and Red version Verse
of this Meter Lenght, Plank-lenght of Poetry in Motion,
Viewed not from the modern human inter Face
but from an Infra-Red, or Ultra-Violet vibe-ration,
or any where in between the so-called Low, to High.
And, having Thought within that wider spectrum,
then, Think out-side of that BOX, beyond that Range,
burst that Bubble, and Feel farther than Sight can See.
And Wonder Why & How - the myriad of “SOULS”
poured Forth ? - in to Creation, Reaction, Salvation.
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So, much more to write and record, and time will tell,
Small bites of bits are easier to ingest and digest.
I’ll put some clues in the comments below … ;)
{ here’s a brand-new (old) [end of] Creation Story }
read along as you listen to the lyrics, in the description
and this is about the best philosopher science
https://www.youtube.com/@TheRuinerAuthor/playlists
this video sparked some interactions - and we tried to have a voice chat, but there's very, very little signal where she lives -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_7bH36M73RY
This video is a good example of how difficult it is, for me, to translate the figurative poetic insights into literal, linear, sequencial writings.
but I'm getting there, in some form.
My views, are grounded in my imagination.
I happen to have images in mind, which are like memories, of the birth of consciousness.
The first poem in the faerietale that I wrote, describes the birth of Light from Creatrix - and this idea flies in the face of all the Religions which see "God-Light" as Prime Creator, which, for me is as silly as Thinking that numbers begin with 1, negating and ignoring 0, as if No-Thing has no consciousness or meaning, no Agency, and no imaginition.
For me, the realm of Spirits is all very real, conceptually - I find it hard to imagine how people generally, can't "see" the invisible, and act as if the invisible is not present, denying the very idea of souls, even though these same people may "believe" in souls.
Joscha Bach, far from seeing consciousness, and all, as being in the brain, sees things very clearly, in terms of philosophy, that this physical world is simulated in the brain - sub he sees there being "spirits" {as in animism, from before the enlightenment-model of the world focused entirely on the physics} which hold the intelligence which implements {makes real, embodies} the forms - of flowers, plants, animals, humans, landscapes, mountains, and minerals etc
These "spirits", we can now describe, more accurately, as doing what software does, holding the blue-print which enacts what the code invokes.
you gotta get your head around this guy !
I know of no other who is like him, for his ability to explain his own unique view of things, from such a multitude of disaplines that he has studied.
I only came across a video of him back in early december '24, in a rather nice interview - but he also has videos where he straight-forward presents his own mind-model of the attempts of science to make sense of "life", where he is true to the initial ideas and expectations of what computer's would be able to do, given time, that he had as a child.
He's a wealth of unexpected unique-views, on such a wide range of previous dogmas - for example, there a couple of interviews, where he's asked to explain his idea of what the 7 days of creation Story is actually about - which apart from my own re-imaginings of that, what he describes is such a blast of fresh air, into those most-stuck-shut libraries of Big-Bang Bull manure ... ;)
I'd like to give links, timestamped to the specific bits that would convey the core insights, but, I've been listening to a lot of him, alongside Michael Levin, whom I also hadn't heard of til early December, as well as making sense of my own revelations, and the kinds of algorithmic reflections that my screen keeps suggesting -
Bach explains how we project this "reality tunnel", individually, acting "as if" we were "real" individual persons, self-identified, perceiving ourselves as being perceiving - and he explains it better than I can, though within the relatively narrow scope of science, through his knowledges of computation, biology and physics, as well as how his personality processes information in a quite unique manner and grammer.
I've been listening to this, today - I've copied the link at a good point in the video, that skips some chat, but gives a good introduction to his ability to communicate, with such patience, with people who are somewhat stuck in anti-tech, and psycho-spiritual-magical thinking
https://youtu.be/PkkN4bJN2pg?t=2427
skip ahead 2 hours, to here - to save some time - https://youtu.be/PkkN4bJN2pg?t=10870
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