I did watch the film Channeled: Lightworkers! Your new call to serve is coming by Anne Tucker. I think is fairly food psychology mixed with and income stream through new age spirituality. I do try to give much a chance, but Seriousely this funnels into surrender, giving up and growing with the flow, not your way. A bit like many pseudo religions that direct many off their own true path.
Anne says that karma is actually self-judgement, acted out. I do think we judge ourselves but karma I feel is a false light, I don't think this because of ego, but I was innocent born into a hell most do not survive without suffering mental instability. What I endured as an innocent child saying it Karma is like saying I deserved it. For this reason I think Karma is another spiritual bypass However I would agree as you say 'There’s a magic to how life mirrors our our inner, whirled through the outer.
Magic being a word to describe processes that we don’t actually comprehend.
'I think saying Karma drama is to do with our wounded Self, drawing attention to our deeper inner trauma, of what needs to heal in this Life-Time scenario. is also a bypass. I recognise my deep wounds by experience and heal them by addressing the fact my suffering was mirrored onto me by someone else who fail to heal their own drama, trauma or wounded child.
For sure most or many have The Wounded-Self and the Healed-Self, mythology and rights of passage help us identify this, not new age doctoring formalised from psychology to generate income.
Channelling we be a think but I personally think we are eternal and its memories and teaching brought up from within, from our many ancestors. Again I don't think this from the ego, but have experienced deep internal knowledge, skill, ability and I just know stuff. But some may channel but I think so much is from within and every organised religion seems to get us to follow or surrender to their dogma.
I am sorry but I did not see her as authentic, I think she is very bright, intuitive and knows psychology and has formulated her own mythology to make income and encourage followers.
Trauma is trauma I know and there is no completion, but I would not have chosen my trauma, fact is I almost did on more than one occasion because of it and it took a long time to heal. Also I do think alchemy of turning lead into gold even if metaphorically is a real thing. Some thoughts on the beginning bit of your blog after listening to Anne's presentation...
yep, this "channel" stuff is challenging for me too, but I'm trying to figure it out, from my own experiences, cos we all "channel" our energy, when we concentrate and create, even when we write and speak, in deed, even when we think deeply.
I find Anne more authentic than the dozens of others that I've listened to over the past year, most of whom are far too much cashing in on the money-streams, and thus I give her as an example of a channel - but the interesting thing for me is the parallels that I find in amongst her messages, which are similar to the ideas that I've got going on in my own mind-field-awareness - and I don't know if she actually comprehends the messages herself - but fair play to her, she's open about having tried to interpret them with her own opinions and having gotten it wrong ...
So, the curiousity, to me, is about the nature of time itself, and of pre-destination, hence why I've also put the astrology references, and the intuitive astrology links as well as Steve Judd, who is so very logical and factual in his astrological approach ...
I'm struggling to bring these ethereal higher-mind concepts down to earth, despite the new age wishing well which people throw their coins into with hopium for the masses - cos it's also difficult for me to over-come my innate cynicisms, and I'm also struggling to draw so many non-visible theories into anything like a coherent state-ment of my state of mind regarding all this term of "spirituality" - but I'm trying - and it'll take a fair bit of time to condense
Thanks for reading and taking the time to write Pete, as ever, I'm glad to discuss - I've been noting recently that I'm not actually working with {m}any others on all of this investigation - so it's good to be getting some reflection from you
I like psychology, mostly Carl Jung and I do find a lot of new age stuff is easy to develop when built on psychology. There is a Pattern to what Ann says this is why on a level many will be able to relate to it. the meanings and phycology she is using in her own words or channelling ,links to you, me and everyone, because of the blatant psychology analysis as you see.
Like you I am looking for authentic answers, my reason is I think we need to evolve pretty swiftly and in this lifetime. I have healed really well from my trauma and realise the abilities and awareness I have gained because of not letting it destroy me.
Humanity or at least half of it is evolving their consciousness on a subliminal level and some like you are working it out on the conscious level, purposely seeking answers.
I only went through the first bit of your blog, but thanks, it got me thinking. I shall read and take in the rest when I am able to. ..
Here's another version of the idea of higher Dimensional Beings, which we may disregard or we may communicate with ... and who knows whether these things are real or imagined, in deed, whether some thing is real, simply because we can imagine ....
So many people find it easy yo believe in evil egregores feeding off us, yet sneer at the belief in benevolent Beings ...
loads of people gonna leave the planet - or is it more accurate to say that loads of people are not enjoying the experience of this dimension, this version of the Game, this dimension of dualistic perception, of suffering, of past-based mental constrainsts.
As modern mortal human beings, there's a clinging to life, but also clinging to fears, instinctually guided by fears, afraid to die, afraid of the unknown, and therefore clinging to what is known, even though what is known is not true.
To say we have a soul intelligence which chose to be born into this material body realm is controversial in the modern day paradigm. I have to figure this stuff out for my self, rather than trust in any religious ideas from the past, for there have been deceptions and miss-re-pre-sent-at-ions in the past, of Hopium for the masses, and I have no wish to cling to hopes tied to dispairs.
The modern world is pair-shaped !! We have been bound by dualistic reality constructions, tied to destructions. Twin towers built, twin towers crashed, twin towers collapsed.
Fate lapsed. Faith lapsed.
I play with words like a lexicon, like a rubix cube, shifting shapes and twisting around a hidden fulcrum nexus of layers of meanings. Word splays. Word skills, Words kill. Death in 8 or for infinities.
Poetry in e-motion - "soul sol sun star, truly see we truly are, reflections of the sky above, we come to earth as beings of love" - I have no need to argue, nor to sell spells, yet here we are, inter-acting, sharing a virtual space, signalling virtue, disarming the cynicism of disbeliefs and daring to trust in one self, at least enough to contemplate the in-formations being served, being consumed and die-jested - the fear of death, the fear of life ... try this for size ... more channelled information ... the Z's ... sounds like dis-ease ... certainly, it's not what I'd call an easy comfort zone ... come forth from de fences !!
The two things in life that everything revolves around is timing and attitude. Wrap your head around that and perceive the nature of your existence from the beginning. Deny it and devolve. I have died before and it wasn't grand or perplexing. It just was. I was just out of surgery and remember I could not breathe so I could not call for help. I only know that I died because they later, apologetically told me so.
I remember waking up in a dream world as I was ripping off my monitors and tearing at the intravenous lines sutured to my carotid artery. I got lucky. Just one hard yank and not so. I struggled for a long time to make sense of the numbness in my evaluation of my trauma. I had always accepted that the brain could not feel pain, but is not anguish and anger pain in the mind? It sure felt like pain. I constantly smelled smoke when there was none, just as real as if I was sitting by a campfire. It was remarkably easy to go to places in my thoughts that were limited in the past, the places of the unknown realms and undiscovered thought processes. The same brain mass, but maybe altered neurons and newly formed receptors, redirected pathways to areas that were always there. And the vividness of it all that seemed alien and recognizable at the same time.
That remarkable membrane has a few tricks that time and resilience will afford the recovery process that is built into the journey of self preservation. Thinking and seeming how or knowing what was familiar about why I knew that past knowledge and memories were not explaining to me, myself or I, the absolutes that should have been perceptible and reliable. It was like floating through days of not even once having a conscious thought of my mortality. Like it wasn't even a concern anymore. It wasn't uplifting as if some weight of those daily turmoils had been vanquished, but more of a sobering acceptance of the finality that is human life.
It was at this point I began to understand how my environment, the elements, gravity, dimensions, the astral and the ethereal were a single like organism and entity at the same time in all ways. My greatest understanding was that everything and everyone that has ever existed, are and were, made from the same things that existed from the beginning of our universe. I am very old and new at the same time. It was all too easy to hop on the "since the beginning of time" carousel in that different life. A self awareness of a life I am still a part of and estranged from for what is to me now, my betterment.
I imagined that time stood still for awhile and then imagined what for awhile could even be. I traversed the inner workings of my imagination as easily as I breathe.
How and why are not the barriers that constrain possibilities, it has always been the essence and profoundness of doubt. I can think of aliens and gods and angels and devils and karma and the matrix and know that if it exist in the mind, it exist, in the mind. Existence of anything to anybody is always just in the mind for corporeal beings as there is no other place for it to exist.
The number one thing that I agonizingly struggle with the most is knowing that the mind is so amazing and yet it/I can not come close to comprehending just how amazing it is. Another seemingly impossible feat that should be possible because after all, it is my own brain. The second hardest thing I struggle with is wondering what it would be like if I could tap the whole of my brain. The endless possibilities for something there is not a conceivable reconcilable eventuality. Could I handle it, could the world or space and time handle it. And if I could tap that resource, maybe others could as well. Utopia or the end of times?
I do know that I do not plan on dying again any time soon, if I can help it. When I die again, timing. How I let knowing I will die again one day and how the effect or non effect of that eventuality plays out for me, for the rest of my days, attitude.
Thanks for including a link to my video Kelfin. I've been stuck in a head fog for the past week with some sort of feverish miasmic crud. Not sure if it might have something to do with being a few days away from the first anniversary of my father's passing. I don't have much concentration of late, but I did listen to your latest reading and much of it resonated. Since you work in the realm of signs, symbols, computers, and heartfelt arcane knowledge I'm going to offer a possible avenue to inquiry if you have time and /or interest. No pressure, but I have been working my way through Gordon Globus's "The Postmodern Brain." He died in 2022 - was a sleep researcher for many years and a psychiatrist. He imagines the mind at a biological neural net rearching dynamic consensys through attractor/repulsor topology (which would seem to overlap with blockchaining people's sleep cycles maybe) rather than an input-output processor. The neural net diagrams look to me a lot like skerries. Globus speaks on "self-tuning" and that some people who can't fit in are not "tuned" to consensys I guess. I know you already have your own thoughts about all of this, but I enjoy coming across people who are (or were in his case) playing in the same sandbox. If you google him, there are a fair number of articles written by him online. Keep dropping those seeds friend. Your words were a balm cutting through my neuralgic headache.
Globus's ideas about the holoworld as infinite potentialities held in superposition. My sense is that there may be an attempt via remote frequency and electriceuticals to engineer or augment our natural biofields to somehow network imaginative reality building for some purpose I cannot yet discern. https://wrenchinthegears.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/Mind-Matter-and-Monad-Gordon-Globus.pdf
Been ballistic busy but gonna have a look at this stuff soon ... 8 got so m7ch I wanna discuss with you, I chat with you in my mind often, for years now 🎶 though I been c9n5ained in the Facebook as my only real skinner box trap, and at that, only as kind of trance-state imitation game, rather than really seeing it as a friendly medium of serious discourse ...
So I'm very glad to know that we are connected again on tin ter net strings and can finally reply at length to the things you've been investigating
I did watch the film Channeled: Lightworkers! Your new call to serve is coming by Anne Tucker. I think is fairly food psychology mixed with and income stream through new age spirituality. I do try to give much a chance, but Seriousely this funnels into surrender, giving up and growing with the flow, not your way. A bit like many pseudo religions that direct many off their own true path.
Anne says that karma is actually self-judgement, acted out. I do think we judge ourselves but karma I feel is a false light, I don't think this because of ego, but I was innocent born into a hell most do not survive without suffering mental instability. What I endured as an innocent child saying it Karma is like saying I deserved it. For this reason I think Karma is another spiritual bypass However I would agree as you say 'There’s a magic to how life mirrors our our inner, whirled through the outer.
Magic being a word to describe processes that we don’t actually comprehend.
'I think saying Karma drama is to do with our wounded Self, drawing attention to our deeper inner trauma, of what needs to heal in this Life-Time scenario. is also a bypass. I recognise my deep wounds by experience and heal them by addressing the fact my suffering was mirrored onto me by someone else who fail to heal their own drama, trauma or wounded child.
For sure most or many have The Wounded-Self and the Healed-Self, mythology and rights of passage help us identify this, not new age doctoring formalised from psychology to generate income.
Channelling we be a think but I personally think we are eternal and its memories and teaching brought up from within, from our many ancestors. Again I don't think this from the ego, but have experienced deep internal knowledge, skill, ability and I just know stuff. But some may channel but I think so much is from within and every organised religion seems to get us to follow or surrender to their dogma.
I am sorry but I did not see her as authentic, I think she is very bright, intuitive and knows psychology and has formulated her own mythology to make income and encourage followers.
Trauma is trauma I know and there is no completion, but I would not have chosen my trauma, fact is I almost did on more than one occasion because of it and it took a long time to heal. Also I do think alchemy of turning lead into gold even if metaphorically is a real thing. Some thoughts on the beginning bit of your blog after listening to Anne's presentation...
yep, this "channel" stuff is challenging for me too, but I'm trying to figure it out, from my own experiences, cos we all "channel" our energy, when we concentrate and create, even when we write and speak, in deed, even when we think deeply.
I find Anne more authentic than the dozens of others that I've listened to over the past year, most of whom are far too much cashing in on the money-streams, and thus I give her as an example of a channel - but the interesting thing for me is the parallels that I find in amongst her messages, which are similar to the ideas that I've got going on in my own mind-field-awareness - and I don't know if she actually comprehends the messages herself - but fair play to her, she's open about having tried to interpret them with her own opinions and having gotten it wrong ...
So, the curiousity, to me, is about the nature of time itself, and of pre-destination, hence why I've also put the astrology references, and the intuitive astrology links as well as Steve Judd, who is so very logical and factual in his astrological approach ...
I'm struggling to bring these ethereal higher-mind concepts down to earth, despite the new age wishing well which people throw their coins into with hopium for the masses - cos it's also difficult for me to over-come my innate cynicisms, and I'm also struggling to draw so many non-visible theories into anything like a coherent state-ment of my state of mind regarding all this term of "spirituality" - but I'm trying - and it'll take a fair bit of time to condense
Thanks for reading and taking the time to write Pete, as ever, I'm glad to discuss - I've been noting recently that I'm not actually working with {m}any others on all of this investigation - so it's good to be getting some reflection from you
I like psychology, mostly Carl Jung and I do find a lot of new age stuff is easy to develop when built on psychology. There is a Pattern to what Ann says this is why on a level many will be able to relate to it. the meanings and phycology she is using in her own words or channelling ,links to you, me and everyone, because of the blatant psychology analysis as you see.
Like you I am looking for authentic answers, my reason is I think we need to evolve pretty swiftly and in this lifetime. I have healed really well from my trauma and realise the abilities and awareness I have gained because of not letting it destroy me.
Humanity or at least half of it is evolving their consciousness on a subliminal level and some like you are working it out on the conscious level, purposely seeking answers.
I only went through the first bit of your blog, but thanks, it got me thinking. I shall read and take in the rest when I am able to. ..
Here's another version of the idea of higher Dimensional Beings, which we may disregard or we may communicate with ... and who knows whether these things are real or imagined, in deed, whether some thing is real, simply because we can imagine ....
So many people find it easy yo believe in evil egregores feeding off us, yet sneer at the belief in benevolent Beings ...
https://youtu.be/aQCh9G9LByU?si=b-JsL6HgfNigOPPL
loads of people gonna leave the planet - or is it more accurate to say that loads of people are not enjoying the experience of this dimension, this version of the Game, this dimension of dualistic perception, of suffering, of past-based mental constrainsts.
As modern mortal human beings, there's a clinging to life, but also clinging to fears, instinctually guided by fears, afraid to die, afraid of the unknown, and therefore clinging to what is known, even though what is known is not true.
To say we have a soul intelligence which chose to be born into this material body realm is controversial in the modern day paradigm. I have to figure this stuff out for my self, rather than trust in any religious ideas from the past, for there have been deceptions and miss-re-pre-sent-at-ions in the past, of Hopium for the masses, and I have no wish to cling to hopes tied to dispairs.
The modern world is pair-shaped !! We have been bound by dualistic reality constructions, tied to destructions. Twin towers built, twin towers crashed, twin towers collapsed.
Fate lapsed. Faith lapsed.
I play with words like a lexicon, like a rubix cube, shifting shapes and twisting around a hidden fulcrum nexus of layers of meanings. Word splays. Word skills, Words kill. Death in 8 or for infinities.
Poetry in e-motion - "soul sol sun star, truly see we truly are, reflections of the sky above, we come to earth as beings of love" - I have no need to argue, nor to sell spells, yet here we are, inter-acting, sharing a virtual space, signalling virtue, disarming the cynicism of disbeliefs and daring to trust in one self, at least enough to contemplate the in-formations being served, being consumed and die-jested - the fear of death, the fear of life ... try this for size ... more channelled information ... the Z's ... sounds like dis-ease ... certainly, it's not what I'd call an easy comfort zone ... come forth from de fences !!
Tongue in cheek ;) and a one eye'd blink
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gN6TiPLLemI&t=1258s
here's the Z's link - https://youtu.be/t19UQ90wDuc?t=2118
The two things in life that everything revolves around is timing and attitude. Wrap your head around that and perceive the nature of your existence from the beginning. Deny it and devolve. I have died before and it wasn't grand or perplexing. It just was. I was just out of surgery and remember I could not breathe so I could not call for help. I only know that I died because they later, apologetically told me so.
I remember waking up in a dream world as I was ripping off my monitors and tearing at the intravenous lines sutured to my carotid artery. I got lucky. Just one hard yank and not so. I struggled for a long time to make sense of the numbness in my evaluation of my trauma. I had always accepted that the brain could not feel pain, but is not anguish and anger pain in the mind? It sure felt like pain. I constantly smelled smoke when there was none, just as real as if I was sitting by a campfire. It was remarkably easy to go to places in my thoughts that were limited in the past, the places of the unknown realms and undiscovered thought processes. The same brain mass, but maybe altered neurons and newly formed receptors, redirected pathways to areas that were always there. And the vividness of it all that seemed alien and recognizable at the same time.
That remarkable membrane has a few tricks that time and resilience will afford the recovery process that is built into the journey of self preservation. Thinking and seeming how or knowing what was familiar about why I knew that past knowledge and memories were not explaining to me, myself or I, the absolutes that should have been perceptible and reliable. It was like floating through days of not even once having a conscious thought of my mortality. Like it wasn't even a concern anymore. It wasn't uplifting as if some weight of those daily turmoils had been vanquished, but more of a sobering acceptance of the finality that is human life.
It was at this point I began to understand how my environment, the elements, gravity, dimensions, the astral and the ethereal were a single like organism and entity at the same time in all ways. My greatest understanding was that everything and everyone that has ever existed, are and were, made from the same things that existed from the beginning of our universe. I am very old and new at the same time. It was all too easy to hop on the "since the beginning of time" carousel in that different life. A self awareness of a life I am still a part of and estranged from for what is to me now, my betterment.
I imagined that time stood still for awhile and then imagined what for awhile could even be. I traversed the inner workings of my imagination as easily as I breathe.
How and why are not the barriers that constrain possibilities, it has always been the essence and profoundness of doubt. I can think of aliens and gods and angels and devils and karma and the matrix and know that if it exist in the mind, it exist, in the mind. Existence of anything to anybody is always just in the mind for corporeal beings as there is no other place for it to exist.
The number one thing that I agonizingly struggle with the most is knowing that the mind is so amazing and yet it/I can not come close to comprehending just how amazing it is. Another seemingly impossible feat that should be possible because after all, it is my own brain. The second hardest thing I struggle with is wondering what it would be like if I could tap the whole of my brain. The endless possibilities for something there is not a conceivable reconcilable eventuality. Could I handle it, could the world or space and time handle it. And if I could tap that resource, maybe others could as well. Utopia or the end of times?
I do know that I do not plan on dying again any time soon, if I can help it. When I die again, timing. How I let knowing I will die again one day and how the effect or non effect of that eventuality plays out for me, for the rest of my days, attitude.
Thanks for including a link to my video Kelfin. I've been stuck in a head fog for the past week with some sort of feverish miasmic crud. Not sure if it might have something to do with being a few days away from the first anniversary of my father's passing. I don't have much concentration of late, but I did listen to your latest reading and much of it resonated. Since you work in the realm of signs, symbols, computers, and heartfelt arcane knowledge I'm going to offer a possible avenue to inquiry if you have time and /or interest. No pressure, but I have been working my way through Gordon Globus's "The Postmodern Brain." He died in 2022 - was a sleep researcher for many years and a psychiatrist. He imagines the mind at a biological neural net rearching dynamic consensys through attractor/repulsor topology (which would seem to overlap with blockchaining people's sleep cycles maybe) rather than an input-output processor. The neural net diagrams look to me a lot like skerries. Globus speaks on "self-tuning" and that some people who can't fit in are not "tuned" to consensys I guess. I know you already have your own thoughts about all of this, but I enjoy coming across people who are (or were in his case) playing in the same sandbox. If you google him, there are a fair number of articles written by him online. Keep dropping those seeds friend. Your words were a balm cutting through my neuralgic headache.
Globus's ideas about the holoworld as infinite potentialities held in superposition. My sense is that there may be an attempt via remote frequency and electriceuticals to engineer or augment our natural biofields to somehow network imaginative reality building for some purpose I cannot yet discern. https://wrenchinthegears.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/Mind-Matter-and-Monad-Gordon-Globus.pdf
Screenshot: https://wrenchinthegears.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/08/holoworld.png
Been ballistic busy but gonna have a look at this stuff soon ... 8 got so m7ch I wanna discuss with you, I chat with you in my mind often, for years now 🎶 though I been c9n5ained in the Facebook as my only real skinner box trap, and at that, only as kind of trance-state imitation game, rather than really seeing it as a friendly medium of serious discourse ...
So I'm very glad to know that we are connected again on tin ter net strings and can finally reply at length to the things you've been investigating
Oh good. I posted this yesterday on my blog. I find the appearance of the rusted basin at the end an interesting otherworldly correspondence. https://wrenchinthegears.com/2024/09/01/childhood-memories-an-unexpected-artifact-and-imaginal-openings/
A couple of pages from Globus's book "The Postmodern Brain."
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